WHY?! WHY IS IT SO HARD?!

I...don't know what to say.

Maybe its because I choose girls that I have no chance with. Maybe I'm just overly sensitive about this kind of stuff. But...it seems, that every time I show an interest with a girl, they're either taken, or aren't interested. Some of my friends say I should just go for it, make my interests known, or something. But...its hard. I don't have a lot of self confidence. In fact, depending on certain topics, I have no self confidence at all, one of them dealing with girls, or more specifically, how to talk to them.

I mean, some girls are great to talk to, but sometimes I don't feel attracted to them. Or I if I did find them attracted, they live in a different part of the world. (in my case, in the middle the US), or they'd be in a relationship.

I don't know how to deal with long distance relationships, because, hell, I've never BEEN in a relationship. And I could never go for a girl who's already in a relationship with a guy. It would be like...punching the guy in the balls and then punching it again every 5 minutes, probably worse. And even if I felt that the guy deserved it, because it is not my choice to choose for them. I would only do so if I had no choice.

And I can't be a rebound guy. That's a horrible thing to do, to take a girl and start something with her while she should (if applicable), healing. Usually by the time I feel that its reasonable to go for them, they already are in a relationship.

I don't know. Most of it is my fault, when I think about it, I just don't show my interest fast enough.

Maybe I'm just bad at picking the right person to be interested in. I don't know.

I'll type up more later, but right now, I have to finish my assignment that I've been putting off.