Why is it that I prove the phrase "You can't have want," especially when it comes to women?
Because I don't know how not avoid making terrible choices on who I like, and I should shoot myself the next time it happens.
God. I hate...I just hate it. )=. I want to have a meaningful relationship. I don't want a relationship just because I feel like it, or because its a snap decision. When I'm with a girl, I want to have something meaningful with her, and if it ends, it doesn't just end after a month, or two months with so much drama (though its possible that drama is impossible to avoid when it comes to these kinda things).
And for fuck sakes, I don't want to stare wistfully at other people when they are being overly PDA. Seriously, it creeps me out when I notice it, not to mention the couple. Anyways, thats it for this post.
Bye.
