I...Its hard to explain. Sometimes, It feels like I'm living my life for just the sole purpose of filling up space, and I wonder sometimes if its worth it in the end. For some reason, as humans, our existence is to not be forgotten.
Kinda odd that way, huh?
Thats it for now, I really can't put my thoughts into words that well. Its just...there. sitting, waiting for me to decipher and understand my self so that I can put it into words.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
okay so like, LOL.
So like, ya. Just bought a new CD.
CD is buy some girl named Elise Estrada. To tell you the truth, I only bought the CD because of the girl. She's really pretty. like, really really pretty. This is probably the first time I bought a CD just because of the look of the artist. It was pretty funny.
On another note, I've been listening to a group called Hollywood Undead on the recommendation of my cousin. They're a bunch of rap artists, and I really have nothing against rap, I don't really go for it, I prefer rock as compared to rap. So far...(listened only to one song thoroughly), I think they aren't the great. I mean, I can see sorta why some people like them, but to me, I find that they suck.
But, like I said, I've only listened to ONE song. I really don't judge an artist/group/band/etc. just by one song (or I try not to) because its not really fair, and because I may end up liking another song of theres. I'll probably write about them on a later date.
Oh yeah, been listening to one of my favorite comedians, named Rex Navarette. He's of Pilipino descent, and, if you are from the Philippines, or you understand a bit about the Philippines, you would understand a large amount of his act. below is the link for one of his show
Oh yeah, and I just proved this theory, where, when you approach a kitten, your intelligence level goes down. Theres a graph that describes the nearly the EXACT thing I did.
I just come back to work from my break, and this girl grabs my attention almost as soon as I'm out on the floor. Now, the girl was pretty (I guess), but the main thing that caught my attention was that she had a KITTEN with her! Seriously. When I see the Kitten:
"A Kitten!!!" I swear to God if I was the customer, I would have laughed my ass off (kinda surprised that they didn't). Afterwards, my friend mentioned that I sounded like an absolute retard while I was talking to the customer, just because of the fucking kitten.
This is why I hold my theory that kittens are evil, but thats a different story.
So like, anyways, I found the link to the site depicting intelligence when nearing a kitten:
http://xkcd.com/231/
yeah. I really went everywhere on this post today, but thats it for now, I swear.
CD is buy some girl named Elise Estrada. To tell you the truth, I only bought the CD because of the girl. She's really pretty. like, really really pretty. This is probably the first time I bought a CD just because of the look of the artist. It was pretty funny.
On another note, I've been listening to a group called Hollywood Undead on the recommendation of my cousin. They're a bunch of rap artists, and I really have nothing against rap, I don't really go for it, I prefer rock as compared to rap. So far...(listened only to one song thoroughly), I think they aren't the great. I mean, I can see sorta why some people like them, but to me, I find that they suck.
But, like I said, I've only listened to ONE song. I really don't judge an artist/group/band/etc. just by one song (or I try not to) because its not really fair, and because I may end up liking another song of theres. I'll probably write about them on a later date.
Oh yeah, been listening to one of my favorite comedians, named Rex Navarette. He's of Pilipino descent, and, if you are from the Philippines, or you understand a bit about the Philippines, you would understand a large amount of his act. below is the link for one of his show
Oh yeah, and I just proved this theory, where, when you approach a kitten, your intelligence level goes down. Theres a graph that describes the nearly the EXACT thing I did.
I just come back to work from my break, and this girl grabs my attention almost as soon as I'm out on the floor. Now, the girl was pretty (I guess), but the main thing that caught my attention was that she had a KITTEN with her! Seriously. When I see the Kitten:
"A Kitten!!!" I swear to God if I was the customer, I would have laughed my ass off (kinda surprised that they didn't). Afterwards, my friend mentioned that I sounded like an absolute retard while I was talking to the customer, just because of the fucking kitten.
This is why I hold my theory that kittens are evil, but thats a different story.
So like, anyways, I found the link to the site depicting intelligence when nearing a kitten:
http://xkcd.com/231/
yeah. I really went everywhere on this post today, but thats it for now, I swear.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Twilight film. I Can't wait!
I probably should have mentioned in my previous post that I also found out after reading the first book that they are making a movie on Twilight.
After finishing the book series, I cannot wait. I mean, seriously, it is epically awesome. Words cannot really describe it.
So anyways, on to other news.
You know what I like? Really cute girls who are into games. You know what I really like? Really Really cute girls who talk to me about games. I know way too many girls who are cute who play video games. QQ I'm so lonely... Just kidding.
So yeah. Nothing real happening to me. Just listening to Mamma Mia On continous loop on my MP3 (my little baby. *snugglez*). Can't wait to buy it on DVD.
Other movies I'm planning to buy:
-The Virgin Territories, (Hayden Christensen, horrible actor, but I like him, for some reason)
-The Dark Knight (since I can't watch in theatres, might as well buy it)
-Iron Man (I AM IRON MANNNNN)
-Mamma Mia (Mamma Mia! here we go again/my my...)
Couple of CDs I want:
-Plain white T's "Big Bad World"
-Breathe Carolina's "It's Classy, Not Classic"
-possibly Gym Class Heroes' "The Quilt"
-Sister Sin "switchblade serenades"
-Underoath's "Lost in the sound of Seperation"
Movies I want to Watch NOW:
-Norah and Nick's Infinite Playlist
-Twilight
So yeah.
Thats it for now. Have fun people.
After finishing the book series, I cannot wait. I mean, seriously, it is epically awesome. Words cannot really describe it.
So anyways, on to other news.
You know what I like? Really cute girls who are into games. You know what I really like? Really Really cute girls who talk to me about games. I know way too many girls who are cute who play video games. QQ I'm so lonely... Just kidding.
So yeah. Nothing real happening to me. Just listening to Mamma Mia On continous loop on my MP3 (my little baby. *snugglez*). Can't wait to buy it on DVD.
Other movies I'm planning to buy:
-The Virgin Territories, (Hayden Christensen, horrible actor, but I like him, for some reason)
-The Dark Knight (since I can't watch in theatres, might as well buy it)
-Iron Man (I AM IRON MANNNNN)
-Mamma Mia (Mamma Mia! here we go again/my my...)
Couple of CDs I want:
-Plain white T's "Big Bad World"
-Breathe Carolina's "It's Classy, Not Classic"
-possibly Gym Class Heroes' "The Quilt"
-Sister Sin "switchblade serenades"
-Underoath's "Lost in the sound of Seperation"
Movies I want to Watch NOW:
-Norah and Nick's Infinite Playlist
-Twilight
So yeah.
Thats it for now. Have fun people.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Love that smell of New CDs. *sniff*
So yeah. I just recently went out and bought a bunch of CDs.
Usually I don't buy CDs, I usually just download them or borrow a cd from a friend who has them, and if I like them, I either buy a copy of their CD, and listen to it, or I just let it clutter up my MP3 player. But a month ago, my Laptop broke down (still haven't gotten it fixed yet), and I've had to make do with no new music save for buying CDs, which is what I did.
The list of CDs that I went out and bought were:
-Hawthorne Heights' 'Fragile Future'
-Anthony Green's 'Avalon'
-Paramore's 'Riot!' as well as 'All we Know is Falling'
-The Academy is...'s 'Fast Times at Barrington High'
-Billy Talent's '666 live'
-The 'Mamma Mia!' soundtrack.
In the span of 2 days.
I've listened to a nearly all of them (save for Mamma Mia, since I saw the Movie, which was awesome, btw, and Billy Talent, since I love them, live or Not), And So far, I've been pretty happy with my purchases. Except for probably The Academy Is... simply because I have just recently opened their CD and have yet to really listen to them.
But anyways, Another reason for buying all those CDs was so I could get over stuff some shit thats going on through my life, such as that incident with my friend a month ago in August, (read my 2 previous posts for more clarification). They helped, alot, especially the Hawthorne Heights CD, who wrote that CD during and after a painful time for them (my experience is nowhere near theres, though) since it helped me come to complete terms with my pain, and that yes it will hurt, for a REALLY long time, but that I can finally forgot a bit about what happened.
On another note, watched Tropic Thunder, Epic Movie, a little offending to some people due to some of the stereotypes they bring up and the questionable scenes, but overall, a great movie. Pineapple Express, though bland, was also entertaining. I especially Like James Franco as a stoner guy. Nice change of pace compared to his epic emoness in Spiderman Two and Three. Mamma Mia, was a nice change, and I really like that movie, and it has really turned me on to musicals.
Been wanting to watch Dark Knight and The Mummy, but I've been so busy lately. At one point, I will have to go to a movie theatre that shows movies that are about to be released on DVD, (I shit you not, they play those movies up until the release date), or buy it as it goes on DVD.
Books I've read...Well, I pretty much only been reading with the Twilight Saga. I'm a real sucker for angsty, lovey dovey stories, and this series like, totally enraptures me. I'm really pissed that Stephenie Meyer's new book "Midnight Sun" had the beginning leaked, and that as a result, Stephenie Meyer has postponed the release of the book. I'm more mad that I have to wait longer to read the book, and resist the temptation of reading the leaked chapters. Not really pissed about Stephenie Meyer postponing the release of the book, because I totally understand why she did it. Just pissed that I will have to wait for an indefinite amount of time before she completes the book. (I hope to God its only a year or so.)
Yeah. So other than a sad pathetic love life (or a sad attempt to kick start one), nothing has happened so far, with my life, (nothing life altering).
Oh and by the way, For that lovable, frozen cousin of mine (you know who you are!) If your still alive, or even read the Post, please, please, pleaseeeeeeeee, give me a sign that your alive.
Usually I don't buy CDs, I usually just download them or borrow a cd from a friend who has them, and if I like them, I either buy a copy of their CD, and listen to it, or I just let it clutter up my MP3 player. But a month ago, my Laptop broke down (still haven't gotten it fixed yet), and I've had to make do with no new music save for buying CDs, which is what I did.
The list of CDs that I went out and bought were:
-Hawthorne Heights' 'Fragile Future'
-Anthony Green's 'Avalon'
-Paramore's 'Riot!' as well as 'All we Know is Falling'
-The Academy is...'s 'Fast Times at Barrington High'
-Billy Talent's '666 live'
-The 'Mamma Mia!' soundtrack.
In the span of 2 days.
I've listened to a nearly all of them (save for Mamma Mia, since I saw the Movie, which was awesome, btw, and Billy Talent, since I love them, live or Not), And So far, I've been pretty happy with my purchases. Except for probably The Academy Is... simply because I have just recently opened their CD and have yet to really listen to them.
But anyways, Another reason for buying all those CDs was so I could get over stuff some shit thats going on through my life, such as that incident with my friend a month ago in August, (read my 2 previous posts for more clarification). They helped, alot, especially the Hawthorne Heights CD, who wrote that CD during and after a painful time for them (my experience is nowhere near theres, though) since it helped me come to complete terms with my pain, and that yes it will hurt, for a REALLY long time, but that I can finally forgot a bit about what happened.
On another note, watched Tropic Thunder, Epic Movie, a little offending to some people due to some of the stereotypes they bring up and the questionable scenes, but overall, a great movie. Pineapple Express, though bland, was also entertaining. I especially Like James Franco as a stoner guy. Nice change of pace compared to his epic emoness in Spiderman Two and Three. Mamma Mia, was a nice change, and I really like that movie, and it has really turned me on to musicals.
Been wanting to watch Dark Knight and The Mummy, but I've been so busy lately. At one point, I will have to go to a movie theatre that shows movies that are about to be released on DVD, (I shit you not, they play those movies up until the release date), or buy it as it goes on DVD.
Books I've read...Well, I pretty much only been reading with the Twilight Saga. I'm a real sucker for angsty, lovey dovey stories, and this series like, totally enraptures me. I'm really pissed that Stephenie Meyer's new book "Midnight Sun" had the beginning leaked, and that as a result, Stephenie Meyer has postponed the release of the book. I'm more mad that I have to wait longer to read the book, and resist the temptation of reading the leaked chapters. Not really pissed about Stephenie Meyer postponing the release of the book, because I totally understand why she did it. Just pissed that I will have to wait for an indefinite amount of time before she completes the book. (I hope to God its only a year or so.)
Yeah. So other than a sad pathetic love life (or a sad attempt to kick start one), nothing has happened so far, with my life, (nothing life altering).
Oh and by the way, For that lovable, frozen cousin of mine (you know who you are!) If your still alive, or even read the Post, please, please, pleaseeeeeeeee, give me a sign that your alive.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
I'm still alive, I think...
I think I'm finally...something. I don't know if you can heal from being hurt the way I was hurt. Maybe I should state something. The person who hurt me, who ripped my heart out and drilled a hole into it and put it back in me, was like, my best friend. For 8 years, we were friends. We always talked, either in person, via msn, or even Email. we would just talk. We tried to support each other through the rough patches of life, gave each other space when we wanted to do it alone.
When her first boyfriend made her cry, I nearly ripped his head off and shoved it up his ass (I would have, if she didn't talk me out of it). When I showed interest in a girl, she would listen to my terrible confessions of love that I would run by her first (and she would laugh, because hey, they were horrible as fuck).
When It finally pinged that I had feelings for her above just friendship, I thought, that since she was a good friend, that I could confess (not a horrible one, just straightforward), and she wouldn't hurt me too bad.
Well she did. She laughed in my face. Said she didn't feel like that and probably ever won't. That was fine, it was a far shot, but at least I tried.
But that thing didn't hurt, I had accepted what may have happened. I was okay with the rejection. But what happened as a result of that confession was even worse.
We...just stopped talking. She was never on msn, she didn't respond to my emails (AT ALL), even though she would within at least an hour of receiving it, and I couldn't contact her at all. I found out later that she blocked me on msn, and was probably deleting my emails.
Would you do that? Would you do that to a person who you've talked to, who has defended you, who thought you were probably the best person in the world? I hope you wouldn't do such a thing. I really don't want you to do that, because its such a bad thing to do, it doesn't matter who it is, or if they deserve it. You do NOT do that.
I'm not mad at her. Its hard to be. I, personally, still care about her, and hope she is doing fine and will be fine in the future. Most people want me to do something evil, like, send her a letter bomb (Really Extreme, not to mention terrorist, much?), or to hook her up with some guy, only for her to be stood up and have stuff thrown at her (really mean). The only reason I can talk about now without going through a hours of depression is because I found someone who would actually listen about her, and not tell me what to do. And I'm happy that they listened. that was all I needed, I guess, for it not to hurt so bad.
And thats it for me. If you're reading this post, thank you for reading the entire thing, or skipping to the end. feel free to comment, if you so wish so.
When her first boyfriend made her cry, I nearly ripped his head off and shoved it up his ass (I would have, if she didn't talk me out of it). When I showed interest in a girl, she would listen to my terrible confessions of love that I would run by her first (and she would laugh, because hey, they were horrible as fuck).
When It finally pinged that I had feelings for her above just friendship, I thought, that since she was a good friend, that I could confess (not a horrible one, just straightforward), and she wouldn't hurt me too bad.
Well she did. She laughed in my face. Said she didn't feel like that and probably ever won't. That was fine, it was a far shot, but at least I tried.
But that thing didn't hurt, I had accepted what may have happened. I was okay with the rejection. But what happened as a result of that confession was even worse.
We...just stopped talking. She was never on msn, she didn't respond to my emails (AT ALL), even though she would within at least an hour of receiving it, and I couldn't contact her at all. I found out later that she blocked me on msn, and was probably deleting my emails.
Would you do that? Would you do that to a person who you've talked to, who has defended you, who thought you were probably the best person in the world? I hope you wouldn't do such a thing. I really don't want you to do that, because its such a bad thing to do, it doesn't matter who it is, or if they deserve it. You do NOT do that.
I'm not mad at her. Its hard to be. I, personally, still care about her, and hope she is doing fine and will be fine in the future. Most people want me to do something evil, like, send her a letter bomb (Really Extreme, not to mention terrorist, much?), or to hook her up with some guy, only for her to be stood up and have stuff thrown at her (really mean). The only reason I can talk about now without going through a hours of depression is because I found someone who would actually listen about her, and not tell me what to do. And I'm happy that they listened. that was all I needed, I guess, for it not to hurt so bad.
And thats it for me. If you're reading this post, thank you for reading the entire thing, or skipping to the end. feel free to comment, if you so wish so.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Ha ha...
Disclamer: I am a horrible writer, I don’t give a shit. I will state that this is VERY EMO, even I know that and I’m typing this.
I wrote this in a very emo moment that happened just recently. To be exact, about 2 days ago. I really prefer not to be emo or to keep my emo moments to myself, but, right now, I`m doing this for god knows what reason. So here goes, my crappy emo literature:
Love.
It has now set description, and cannot be explained easily. It can be the wind caressing your face, or the sun blazing brightly down upon you, burning you if you are not careful, or ready.
It is what makes us feel. For with it, comes a multitude of emotions. Happiness, when you feel as if you are complete. Anger, at the thought of those you love being hurt in anyways. Sadness, knowing that it shall never be returned, no matter what you pay for it to happen.
Love causes a number of problems that cannot be fathomed until witnessed. I hope, that someday, if you are ever unlucky to have your heart broken, that is by a gentle person. A person who never meant to intentionally harm you in anyway. If they do break your heart, I hope they at least try to comfort you, and allow you to heal.
Because you sure as hell didn’t do that to me. But I don’t want you to ever go through what you did to me. Never.
Love it or hate it, I don’t give a shit right now. Because I’m in alot of pain right now, and this is helping me to deal with it. If you somehow read through that shit without puking your guts out, kudos to you.
If you read through it, and feel that I was emo, you’re an idiot, because I warned you 3 times that this entire piece was written by me in a very emo time.
Thoughts for the day. I’m gonna go sleep some stuff off. Later gator.
I wrote this in a very emo moment that happened just recently. To be exact, about 2 days ago. I really prefer not to be emo or to keep my emo moments to myself, but, right now, I`m doing this for god knows what reason. So here goes, my crappy emo literature:
Love.
It has now set description, and cannot be explained easily. It can be the wind caressing your face, or the sun blazing brightly down upon you, burning you if you are not careful, or ready.
It is what makes us feel. For with it, comes a multitude of emotions. Happiness, when you feel as if you are complete. Anger, at the thought of those you love being hurt in anyways. Sadness, knowing that it shall never be returned, no matter what you pay for it to happen.
Love causes a number of problems that cannot be fathomed until witnessed. I hope, that someday, if you are ever unlucky to have your heart broken, that is by a gentle person. A person who never meant to intentionally harm you in anyway. If they do break your heart, I hope they at least try to comfort you, and allow you to heal.
Because you sure as hell didn’t do that to me. But I don’t want you to ever go through what you did to me. Never.
Love it or hate it, I don’t give a shit right now. Because I’m in alot of pain right now, and this is helping me to deal with it. If you somehow read through that shit without puking your guts out, kudos to you.
If you read through it, and feel that I was emo, you’re an idiot, because I warned you 3 times that this entire piece was written by me in a very emo time.
Thoughts for the day. I’m gonna go sleep some stuff off. Later gator.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
I'm Sorry.
I don't know why I'm saying this to you, but I'm sorry. I really can't handle the silent treatment well, and I can't take it anymore.
I don't know what I did, And I probably will never know. And maybe that's whats so saddening about this entire ordeal. I can't even make up for it, and I don't think I ever will.
I'll do what I can do. I'll try living day by day without thinking about you. If I survive even after 3 days, I will be amazed, because right now, the pain I feel right now is practically unbareable.
Maybe someday I get over you. Maybe someday won't come. who knows?
So like, ya. I pretty much wrote this when I had my heart shattered again. I seriously gotta stop picking girls that can do that...
I just decided to post this now because right now, I feel like I'm alone (and in reality, I am.) And I decided to type it up.
I'll be adding more after this...
Yeah. So me being alone. It's really hard for me to open up to someone. Really hard. It's how I've dealt with a bunch of stuff in the past. And When I do let someone, it usually ends up in heartache.
So I cut myself off. This may be my last post. It doesn't really matter to me anymore though. It takes so much will power not to end it now, I always thought. But maybe its not. Maybe you don't need that much will power to keep living, but alot to just end it.
I don't know what I did, And I probably will never know. And maybe that's whats so saddening about this entire ordeal. I can't even make up for it, and I don't think I ever will.
I'll do what I can do. I'll try living day by day without thinking about you. If I survive even after 3 days, I will be amazed, because right now, the pain I feel right now is practically unbareable.
Maybe someday I get over you. Maybe someday won't come. who knows?
So like, ya. I pretty much wrote this when I had my heart shattered again. I seriously gotta stop picking girls that can do that...
I just decided to post this now because right now, I feel like I'm alone (and in reality, I am.) And I decided to type it up.
I'll be adding more after this...
Yeah. So me being alone. It's really hard for me to open up to someone. Really hard. It's how I've dealt with a bunch of stuff in the past. And When I do let someone, it usually ends up in heartache.
So I cut myself off. This may be my last post. It doesn't really matter to me anymore though. It takes so much will power not to end it now, I always thought. But maybe its not. Maybe you don't need that much will power to keep living, but alot to just end it.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
So Like...
You know the forever unanswered question of what is the meaning of life? I've always stood behind my theory that the meaning of life is for each and every person to find their own meaning of life, which could be a number of things for different people.
Just recently, I have realized that all my life, I have always found escape. That I have never enjoyed my life. I have never felt free. Going out with friends, Reading books, Playing video games, watching movies.
Which is why I have a new theory. The meaning of life is not to find one it is to find freedom that will allow them to grow and never have to look for escape from reality.
So yeah. Done for now. I'll post when I feel like it.
Just recently, I have realized that all my life, I have always found escape. That I have never enjoyed my life. I have never felt free. Going out with friends, Reading books, Playing video games, watching movies.
Which is why I have a new theory. The meaning of life is not to find one it is to find freedom that will allow them to grow and never have to look for escape from reality.
So yeah. Done for now. I'll post when I feel like it.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
I have come to a conclusion
I love being online. It serves, as an escape. It allows a person to escape their problems. And I find it ironic, that I am finding comfort by typing this out on the internet, but thats beside the point. Being online allows you a number of things, such as hiding how you are. Instead of meeting someone face to face, you hide from each other under a facade of emotionlessness.
(Note: By the way, if any talk about emotions or what not is mentioned, whatsoever, your branded emo. At this point in time, I don't give a fuck, so If you don't like emo, either suck it up, or go fuck yourself and leave.)
Sometimes its good to hide your emotions. Some people don't know if your mad, scared, happy, or whatnot. At the same time, no one knows if your sad, suicidal, or anything. And if all you do is stay within the online world, alot of people may not know if something is going on, that the person needs help. I don't know. Maybe I'm overly sensitive. Or maybe I'm just tired of everything so far. I don't know. Maybe...maybe its a sign. A sign that I am one of the few people who shouldn't be here. Whatever. In the end, it doesn't make a difference.
So anyways, I have come to an understanding of many things. Maybe some of you know about all of what I'm about to say, or some of what I am going to say.
I see did a lot of things. Some stuff I'm not proud of, but I did them. I smoked cigarettes. I don't see why damaging your lungs helps you with anything, but I guess the nicotine helps calm your nerves. I got smashed once. It was the best night ever. It seemed to make everything for me be happy. I've even gone so far as to cut myself. It hurts, but I guess if your in that much pain, sometimes it makes it easy for you to forget about it.
This it for now. I'm tired and I never want to think again. Til next time.
(Note: By the way, if any talk about emotions or what not is mentioned, whatsoever, your branded emo. At this point in time, I don't give a fuck, so If you don't like emo, either suck it up, or go fuck yourself and leave.)
Sometimes its good to hide your emotions. Some people don't know if your mad, scared, happy, or whatnot. At the same time, no one knows if your sad, suicidal, or anything. And if all you do is stay within the online world, alot of people may not know if something is going on, that the person needs help. I don't know. Maybe I'm overly sensitive. Or maybe I'm just tired of everything so far. I don't know. Maybe...maybe its a sign. A sign that I am one of the few people who shouldn't be here. Whatever. In the end, it doesn't make a difference.
So anyways, I have come to an understanding of many things. Maybe some of you know about all of what I'm about to say, or some of what I am going to say.
I see did a lot of things. Some stuff I'm not proud of, but I did them. I smoked cigarettes. I don't see why damaging your lungs helps you with anything, but I guess the nicotine helps calm your nerves. I got smashed once. It was the best night ever. It seemed to make everything for me be happy. I've even gone so far as to cut myself. It hurts, but I guess if your in that much pain, sometimes it makes it easy for you to forget about it.
This it for now. I'm tired and I never want to think again. Til next time.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
New thought
It's been awhile, Neh?
I guess I should start off with stating one thing. I want to be able to write. And I don't mean the kinda bullshit that I'm writing now. I want to write art. I want people to read what I write, and see the mona lisa of writing. I want to write and have people instantly understand what I am writing about. I wanna write something that will Change the world.
But I know I won't be able to change the world. At least not with my writing. Thats the cold hard truth. Some of us are born with the ability to put a pen to a piece of paper, and have a world changing poem as a result. Others develop the skill.
Me? I developed skills that were deemed necessary to get a proper job in this world. I can do calculus. single and multi-variable (though with multi-variable, I am less confident, but I love it nonetheless). Anyways, thats it for now.
I guess I should start off with stating one thing. I want to be able to write. And I don't mean the kinda bullshit that I'm writing now. I want to write art. I want people to read what I write, and see the mona lisa of writing. I want to write and have people instantly understand what I am writing about. I wanna write something that will Change the world.
But I know I won't be able to change the world. At least not with my writing. Thats the cold hard truth. Some of us are born with the ability to put a pen to a piece of paper, and have a world changing poem as a result. Others develop the skill.
Me? I developed skills that were deemed necessary to get a proper job in this world. I can do calculus. single and multi-variable (though with multi-variable, I am less confident, but I love it nonetheless). Anyways, thats it for now.
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