This is a Message to Someone, I hope they find it and read it.

I read your damn article.  Don't ever give that to me again.

I know I have problems.  I know that.  You think I don't?

I hate every God damn part of myself, because I cannot get over her.  And I know I will have a problem until I figure the fuck out what I can do to fix it.

I'm going to be fine.  I am trying to remember that I can be happy, and she wasn't the reason behind that happiness.  This is not helped by the fact that I remember that I WANTED to make her happy, and share in her happiness.  Nor does it help that I feeling like shooting myself because I'm not even there to listen to her NORMAL PROBLEMS, LIKE A REAL FRIEND SHOULD, but on top of that, I have to worry about being the guy who only listens to her rant about her boyfriend or whatever she calls it now.

I'm trying not to turn into the "Nice Guy"  That she ranted about.  Its already started, but I'm trying to prevent it from continuing.  So leave me alone, and let me be the guy I want to be.

I'm not going to be an asshole, because its not me.  But I'm not going to be the guy who is strung along by a girl so she has a second choice.