And counting. its been that long since I've last seen my dream girl (other than in my dreams)
I miss her. It's been over a year now, and I still miss her. Nary a day goes by without me thinking about her.
It hurts. Not because she broke my heart (God, if she did that right now, I'd die instantly). I never took the chance by telling her about what I feel, because I'm such a damn coward.
Maybe I'm not allowed to forget about her, as punishment for being such a coward. Maybe it's because it's my first love. Whatever it is, it sucks, because everyone keeps telling me to forget about her, but I CAN'T!!!
I'm gonna go eat a cookie. Maybe that will get my mind off of her.
Ethan.
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