I'm giving up

I'm Tired. of Everything. All the bullshit I have to go through.

I'm tired of being used as a puppet.

I'm tired of taking out my anger on people who don't deserve it.

I'm tired of living the same existence over and over, and not bettering myself.

I'm tired of worrying for others, when I should be worrying about myself, and doing good for myself, especially when I need to.

I'm tired of hating everything.

I'm tired of life. Its a horrible existence for me, mainly because I do things that don't make me happy, but someone else.

I'm tired of being friends who treat me like shit, and don't respect my wishes if I'm having a bad day (if you ever read this, No, not Colin or Michael are the ones I talk about).

So, I listed a bunch of stuff that I dislike, and I'm gonna either get rid of them, so that I can hopefully not sit here in self pity and not hate the world as much as I do now.

So yah...