I've been thinking about some stuff. Like My family situation. For some reason, my mom doesn't talk to her sister. I can understand that. I can understand her reasonings for it.
And because of this, I'm not as close to my cousin as I was before. And, they aren't close to my other cousins either.
I don't know. I just wish that they would not let every little thing that our cousins don't do make them bitter. I wish, that someday, we would hang out again. It would be a awesome for all of us to party together, like before. It would be the most amazing thing ever for me.
But it won't happen. Because, sometimes, no matter how much you want something, you can't. And its amazing, how hollow it can make a person feel. I mean, I'm in good standings with all parties, but that means that I feel like I'm in a middle of a major tug-o-war for my attentions, and I don't want that.
I don't know. Maybe I'm being a little childish.
Ethan.
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